eerieyana

2009-08-31T14:11:00.000+08:00

I have move to a new site cause blogger has triggered my last straw.
I can't live without updating my page or worse still i can't live having to update it without pictures.
Sucks big time okay ! So kindly relink me

http://eerie-yana.onsugar.com

And yes i just got to know something.
Onsugar is cool like honey oats cause it allows us to import all our previous posts from blogger to our onsugar page itself.
So i don't suffer any lost, i still have those posts on my new site.
Pretty cool!
Right, i shall stop blabbering cause i need to run now.
Toodles sweethearts!

2009-08-28T22:58:00.006+08:00

I'm not sure if you feel a spark.But i feel fireworks when I think of you.

2009-08-28T05:48:00.002+08:00

I cried during pre-dawn just now.
All because I was effing sleepy.
Now Mommy asked a favour from me.
She wants to know badly the direction to *Idon'tknowwhere*
And that explains why I'm blogging super early.
Anyhows, I'm having lots of nightmares these few days and I really don't know why.
I rarely had weird dreams not even candy-coated dreams.(my sleeps are always without dreams)
I hope they're only inane dreams/nightmares. (yes inane not insane, go figure)

I have my own definition of perfect and I don't force all of you to follow up to it.
I've said this a couple of times before and I have no difficulties in repeating it.
I don't go by the saying, "Nobody is perfect." instead I strongly believe that, "Everyone is perfect in their own ways."
I was brought up with this belief by my late-Grandma and I'm standing tall by it.
The imperfections in you made you perfectly who you are right? And you're still the perfect you right?
So, child, though you're effing disturbing, I'm gonna shake those needles that you tried to poke me with, off me.
I really don't grasp what you desire to achieve.
Look here, talking about me, aren't you sick and tired of me?
My life's been very blissful with those people who loves me, -my Dad, Family, Friends.
Don't waste your time bitching about me, or rather crapping.
Those people, they ain't buying your bullshits for the second time.
Your trick is so yesterday dear.
Quit trying, maybe you should try to get yourself something called life?
Instead of acting like an old lady munching on chest nuts!
Because right now, I'm loving mine.
God bless!

2009-08-25T17:05:00.006+08:00

School's out baybayy, CHEERS!

I was sleeping in 168 when a call eventually woke me up. -_-
Me: Hello.
Caller: Hello, is this Iryana Arina Bte Samsari?
Me: Yeah?
Caller: Err i'm calling from Singtel. I would like to check if you're interested to continue with your plan.
Me: Err, i'll check with my Father first can?
Caller: Check with your Father ehhhhhh!
Me: Fuck youuuuuuuuuuu!
I swear to God i wasn't aware and i don't even know what on earth was i blabbering about until the "Check with...ehhhhh" sounded familiar.
Obviously! I was sleeping earlier on Dude. HAHAHAHA!
Nice one ______, i fall for your prank like again!
Oh anyhows, thanks for the call, otherwise I'm prone to miss the stop. urgh! -_-

Then i received a text from Syazwan 5 minutes after i hung up on ______.
Syazwan: Ryan..i just realised sth..if i play hide n seek wid u i sure win..u knw why?
Me: Why?
Syazwan: Cos i cn just go online n thn i "Appear Offline"..thn u cnt see me alr..so i win ah! HAHAHAHA!
It made my scorching afternoon a great one though! Syazwan, I know you miss me, come on, spill it out! *wide smile*

With just these two random people, i was already on cloud nine.
I laughed hard enough till i shed tears! haha!
Okay i'm actually frigging bored and ______ is sleeping.
Oh well, i might as well sleep too.
Good day folks !

"He knows her favorite yogurt. When you find a man who remembers your silly little favorites of random things - that’s the one you hold on to."
(: (: (:

2009-08-25T01:20:00.006+08:00

1 to go and off we go for school's vacation!
Ironically, i demand time to slower down. Perhaps, PAUSE.
I hate to admit that i'm against the school's idea of changing classes.
This is because i'm too attached to the classmates i have now.
Four/five months though, seems like 4-5 thousand years.
Okay exaggerating much?
Why shouldn't i?

When, I had the best rocking mates ever.
When there are Aida as Mom-Like-Sister Buddy plus the effing hot Minese Calean.
When I had the hottest Daddy ever, Daniel.
When there's always Nicole to shoo away the Irritatingly Loud Royston.
When I had Danish confessing that the bottle which hit my chest during the F.O.P was flying from his hands?
When I need nobody else cause, I've the sweetest BoyF ever, Ian.
When our own version of Jay Chou is a lot more better, Jason.
When I got to know that Gladys was blissfully married to Chitra.
When Jaena never fails to make the class laugh, a good memorable laughter indeed!
When, there's Powerpuffgirls- Shamini, Rashida & Afeeqah.
When, the class has got its genius, Kiat Min & Kenneth.
When the Korean Freaks couldn't stop chatting about the latest Hit, Eeling & Kelly.
When we've got Mr-I-Was-Just-Wondering, Kalis.
When the class loves it when the quiet ones speak up, Peiling, Rohayu, Naqiah & Aireen.

AND NOT TO FORGET THE EFFING BEST PRANK PLAYED ON ME.
THE BEST BIRTHDAY BASH EVER OVER AT CALEAN'S GORGEOUS HOUSE.
WE'VE GOT OUR BACKS ON EACH OTHER.
THE OUTINGS-shopping, movies, photoshoot, EVERYTHING!
Tell me now, how can i ever leave this Family easily.
Nobody beats them, they truly rock my world.
And i swear i was blithe like never before on each and every of the day i attended school.
My heart weighs a gazillion tonnes heavier than it should.
I couldn't stop imagining how life would be for me next semester.
But i know i can though and i'm pretty sexcited! (:
Time, for once, be my Bestfriend?

Enough of blabbering sucker, just 4words, 16letters,

"I FUCKING LOVE E36P!"

2009-08-23T15:45:00.007+08:00

I don't see you today.And i know you're as disappointed as i am.Nyehehehehe!"IMY"

2009-08-20T22:52:00.005+08:00

When we were supposed to be studying for Cognitive.

Yes Science and me are best of enemies and i'm gay in disposition much that i'm done with it. Hooorrraaayyyyyy!
Anyways, i'm depressed 'cause i've gained weight.
However, fasting month is coming like in one/two more day/s.
In other words, rock on and shed some fats!

"Hello flat tumm-ayye and goodbye flabby unwanted fats."
(: (: (: (: (:

2009-08-19T17:03:00.009+08:00

Meet my new GIRL classmate!

So many things happen when the week is just half done.

UT3's kicking in and I barely have time to pamper myslef.

Oh my god! Can't time just decrease its speed?

Oh I forgot, time and I are no best of friends.

Anyways, I can't put myself into taking a nap and I got hooked up to this song.

Sometimes i wish some things didn't happen. I'm such a Lemonsucker. I'll clear the mess i've made. And i'm sorry to those who gets affected, i really didn't mean to. If only i could turn back time, i promise this won't happen. Urghhhh!

2009-08-19T01:26:00.005+08:00

I had an impromptu meet up with Dyan and Bella.

OHMMZEE! How much i miss them, God knows.

Was i blithe to be able to whine and rant all my heart out to them !

"With girlfriends like them, who needs boyfriend?"

-Bella

2009-08-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

I’ve become tired of hiding from the various humans who has their eyes on me.

I know what they're looking for: my weaknesses, my flaws.

(things they can take from me to be used later to shoot me down)

I’ve tried seeing people in a light that is wholly good.

I’ve fought for the human race.

But now I stand and wonder, what I’m fighting for exactly?

Can't you folks, just find your own stuff to dwell in happiness with?

Tell me now, what more do you wanna take from me now, my life?

If it's not quite apparent, let me just highlight ;

"I'm not a competitor."

I couldn't seem to endure any further.

I'm losing grip to this battle.

To recapitulate, you've drawn out my last straw.

I'm weary, i've long given up.

You can have what's mine that you've been dying for, welcome.

I know i shouldn't have kept myself all bottled up, but i'm different. Unlike them, of whom you could find in the crowd. Spare a thought for me woman!

2009-08-17T01:01:00.017+08:00

iryana & iryan

arts of relaxation (:

if i have to describe Sunday with just one word -AWESOME!

2009-08-14T13:35:00.012+08:00

pizza treat by Cognitive Faci.

The forever best ClassBoyfriend.

when Math lesson got on your raw nerves, drop everything.

two sisters

Ian, the other boyfriend (:

Summary of this week.
Thank you E36P for being such a great bunch of classmates.
Y'all make each of my day a great one !
I'll miss you guys., definitely!

2009-08-16T02:23:00.008+08:00

sweet Saturday last night.!
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO SHAHREEL !
(:

2009-08-13T14:23:00.006+08:00

"The world can be cruel sometimes.
But think of the positive things ; like a seed giving out its first leaf.
An example of a new lease of life.
-Danish IftiQar"

The more i avoid you, the more i want to feel your presence.
As cliche as it might sound, the more i tried to forget you, the more i keep thinking of you.
The number of people who's got your attention intrigues me, I wonder if it's jealousy?
Ironically, i am glad enough to know that we're left with 3 more days to school vacation.
F-U-C-K-M-Y-S-E-L-F-!

2009-08-12T10:30:00.006+08:00

I'm blessed with wonderful people around me.
I'm contented knowing that THEY care for me.
For what I'm going through is pretty complicated.
I'd so many things to share but i choose to remain bottled up.
Oh well, who cares!
A lil more time and I'm done.
God bless! (:

p.s: i hate to know that we're drifting apart. is it me or you're just so busy with your people? i don't know. ):

2009-08-10T21:03:00.007+08:00

i'm v v sorry for being 2 hours late Shahreel.

i swear i slept all the way till 3.30pm.

- i must be really shagged. -___-!

we cabbed all the way to town cause this young man here abhors bus rides.

i was really pissed of with the crowd over at Ion.

not exactly the crowd but the heedless humans.

i couldn't grasp the idea of having to shove.

or maybe i was having a hasty temper just now.

i don't know. urghhh.

we decided to have a lil chat and chill with double chocolate on the house.

coincidentally we bumped into Kakak and Sister.

sweets! i had an impromptu shopping when that beautiful top caught my eyes.

nyehehehehe! dinner over at Fish&Co. cause everywhere else were packed with people.

ohh i just realised that t'day is public holiday. =.=!

Sunday, August 09, 2009, 02:54 AM

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did you know that i was working instead of catching the firework on a national day?

dull much? i don't think so.

cause i have a rocking day with the ferris wheel guys. haha!

speshly, when the adorable friendly kids approached me with their lil hello-s.

when the lovable bubbly toddler laugh and wow-ed at the turning ferris wheel.

ohh what else can be better?

after that i came down to sengkang to fetch my lil darling Camera from Danish.

ohh i was in vexatious situation and i swear it's super annoying.

i can't really remember where did my $10-note went to but i remembered vividly having to withdraw my money cause i have no penny to take the bus.

i was pissed further when the machine couldn't dispense $20 as it ran out of $10-note.

i guess?

so i got $50 out and had to go all the way to the nearest shop just to get lose notes and coins.

then i got large popcorn from KFC and hurried to the bus stop.

see, the trouble i face? OMZEEE!

slack a while at Sengkang with his friends.

and the guys had to give me goosebumps when they talked about Nenek Keropok.

-.-!

2009-08-10T23:51:00.008+08:00

i couldn't put myself to bed and it's seriously awful i swear.
i don't feel like going online or facebook.
i hate to know that i'm BADLY affected.
as much as i want you to know how i feel, I'm trying hard to convince myself that this isn't what's gonna happen.
"Dear Iryana, this is just a fantasy, don't you ever fall for it."
yes call me loser if you want, sucker if you must.
but i reckon that it's a mere infatuation that will not last.
or if it eventually grew more and more(love), then again it falls back on you.
i'm unsure of what you're feeling but my intuition has been telling me that you don't share the same feelings as me.
err? i don't know.
i witness something that leave a great impact on me.
i think we're drifting apart and i swear it saddens me knowing that you're no more you.
i'll get over it sooner or later.
no worries boy, i won't stalk you.
but i need strength to go through this.
god bless me.

The way you always made me look at you
With all the simple things you said
The way so many things surrounded you
And all the tears it seemed to make
And now I'm falling
There's nothing left to say
And I can't break free

2009-08-09T01:34:00.002+08:00

something seems wrong.i often feel uneasy. i couldn't feel myself most of the time either.worse still, i couldn't figure out what's it !pms? confusion? urghh, this is awful !tomorrow will be better?god bless ( :

2009-08-08T00:06:00.002+08:00

At the end of each day, you are the last song I play.
(:
And we would be flying far away to a place where there's no others except us.
I wish.

2009-08-06T21:48:00.004+08:00

i was sad much when Kakak and Danish paitao-ed me.
they were supposed to accompany me for a shopping trip but end up having some other things/plans.
it was lavishly munificent how i managed to shop solitarily.
it wasn't THAAT bad anyway.
i admit i felt so naked without anyone by my side.
i could barely ignore those eyes gazing at me.
i swear to god i felt super awful.
nonetheless, t'was an amazing experience.
thank god!
ohh i bumped into an old friend, Shareel and i was all so glee !
he proffered to accompany me and i couldn't say no.
haha ! we were caught up in the excitement of the crowd at LJS and decided on McDonald's for lunch. every convo got downright spicy and we couldn't seem to get enough over trying as hard as we could, to dig out one's darkest lil secret ! haha.
then.
i was supposed to head home when Shareel had to leave for work.
however Kakak texted me out of guilt and treated me to dinner.
my goodness, haven't i told you that i'd a loving and sweet elder sister?
i just did anyway. and and i bumped into the Happy Goober and had some shots taken with them.
OhMyZee! i swear i was blithe like never before !
thank you Thursday (:

Shareel: you've definitely gained weight right?
Me: huh? am i fat? am i fat? OMG!
Shareel: certainly not silly girl. you're just fine this way.

p.s: mom got so naggy when she found out that i spent $210 today. oh come one mom, it's been long since the last time i did this(shopping).

1.26AM
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sea and shores, planes and cruises.
i need a break -i seriously do.
break from all the riddle of life that's being fed to me.
i wouldn't wanna succumb to despair.
i need to feel my adrenaline.
god bless.
(:

2009-08-05T11:40:00.003+08:00

i was all sex-cited about shopping !
thank you classmates for making the wait quite worth.
haha ! the trip to marina barrage was cancelled as 3.4 quarter of the class couldn't make it.
so, we went gugu gaga over window shopping-ing.
i felt so terribly miserable when danish has gotten his while i am still empty-handed.
pathetic? yeah i know !
all in all, they guys have mighty level of patience with all the whines and curse&swears.
nyehehehehehehe!
due to the time constrain, we had to rush home.
thanks to the lil RJ. daaaaang! -___- !

and danish i just have to compliment you on this, the picture below is nice !

mom: you looked a bit tan now eh girl.
me: huh? are you serious?
mom: yes, i am serious.
me: shit !
mom: when others thought you're chinese, you got stressed. get tanned a bit also stress.
me: any links?
mom: yah, if you're a little tan, you look so malay. people will stop asking you about your race. isn't that what you want? .......

*i slept on her. haha! no i aint no bad girl. but this conversation took place at 2.53a.m*

2009-08-03T20:22:00.005+08:00

it got me near to tearing away when i found out that my $100 note wasn't in my wallet.
if one word must describe how i felt -devastated.
oh come on, t'was my weekly allowance for this week lil child ! urghh.
in addition, i'd my spine showing me no mercy at all.
i'd sleepless night yesterday cause my spine hurts like hell !
with the firm coaxing from kakak, i went to visit the doctor this morning.
ohh i didn't know that the hospitals are still caught up with the H1N1 news. haha.
i thought it's over? no? but i swear t'was fun having the mask on us to trying to figure out what the doctor has gotta say.
however, on a brighter brighter side of the cloud, kakak suggested a shopping trip.
god, was i jumping joyfully !
i was like, "alah window shopping jer okay?"
and she was like, "let's see how does your window shopping looks like then."
yes, i swear i was holding back my temptation hard.
so hard that kakak couldn't bear to see me that way.
so hard till she made the treat on her.
omfg! must i tell you that i have the best sister ever? oh i just did !
hahahahahahaha!

convo with kakak
kakak: oh going window shopping with you made me burn my pocket!
me: why why?
kakak: cause i had $175 spent on your cravings.
me: *wide smile*

convo with the doctor

2009-08-03T01:02:00.007+08:00

this guy here claimed that i've been bullying him way too many times.
all i've got t'say, "A tit for tat Danny!"

yes, if this made all of your mind starting to wonder, he's the biggest bully ever.
-the only reason why i decided to make him pay the right price.
don't worry, i'll try to be nice to you like before.
nyehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe!
on a dimmer note, it really suck like salted fishballs to know that some places aren't save anymore.
if something doesn't belong to you, then all the more you know, you shouldn't have taken it.
though how desperate your situation might be, IT'S WRONG !
a note to all, take care of your own belongings, wherever, whenever, why-ever.
be strong Dear, let's just watch how karma plays its magic !

me: ma, i want this shoes !
mommy: ex lah. buy yourself.
me: so selfish eh mak aku.
mommy: sedap bahase you pakai. ape aku2 uh? nak jadi paku eh.
me: mama, you full time nonsense lah.
mommy: as you wish. go and ask your kakak buy for you lah. she sayang you a lot kan.
me: oh means you tak sayang me lor.
mommy: who say ! sayang, but i hate the fact that you followed up to my traits of shopping. no wonder you ah ma everytime sigh.
me: tu lah, i pity ah ma lor. now i pity you. but i pity myself more cause you don't wanna buy for me, kakak also don't want.
mommy: your papa?
me: oh yah. later i ask him when he got back. yayy! wednesday faster come lei.
mommy: tak abes2.
me: MAAAA! i smell jealousy liao. *grinnnn*
mommy: * =.= * stop talking like ahlian. talk proper english. makin hari makin berterabuh eh english you.
me: -___________-

2009-08-01T00:40:00.009+08:00

i'm so gonna get myself this phone.
i changed my mind about buying the adidas/nike sneakers.
i'll stick to VANS. on the other hand, they suggested me skateshoes. arkk?
btw, Natasha's shoes is fugging nice. o.O
okayy, i shan't think of what to buy now(except for phone).
16 august, come faster!

p.s: i am trying hard to wait impatiently for the day to come. i really have got a lot to buy. or maybe a lot that i want to get. *tired&sleepy, don't bother*

2009-07-30T08:36:00.021+08:00

i miss each and everyone of them god damn much !
the reason why i decided to park myself free so that i can go to work !
there was Emma. Hafizah too! Jasmine was right in front. Ayu at the ferris wheel. Li Ying over the counter and of course, my one and only BestFriend !

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

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"turkey on the house baby!!"
before i start, can i just declare that classes have been splendid'o !
we had a rocking class outing after eons of nothing.
t'was sweet like that lovely with joke of the day, coated with laughters !
they had a good laugh at me when i slipped and fall.
blame the floor for being super slippery!
god damn, am i shy or embarrassed?
urghh!
on a brighter sunshine, by the next moment, i felt like jumping around.
i feed my tummy with Colonel Sanders' secret recipe !
i know i should stop eating junk, fast food and what have you that contains 99.99% of fats.
however, i can't help it.
the tumm-ayy was grumbling hard. :)
okay i'm blabbering way too much, toodles !